Sep 23

i’m in a period of musical discovery and that makes me so very happy.

for a long time, i just listened to what i had on my ipod or computer or whatever music happened to be in my car at the time… i wasn’t interested in finding anything new, i just wanted to hear something that i knew i’d like.

this is a hard admission for me to make, people. i’ve always loved music so much. i’ve always wanted to hear something new. something that excites me. something that makes me want to make music again. but lately, i’ve been so disillusioned with the music industry and the crap that gets played on the radio that i’ve just ignored anything new.

well let me tell you, that was a major mistake. the internet has leveled the playing field for artists and bands and i, for one, can’t help but celebrate! we are not slaves to the radio. we are not beholden to record labels to tell us what’s “commercially viable” and we don’t even have MTV telling us what’s cool anymore – they don’t bother with music these days.

but there ARE great musicians, singers and songwriters out there and now, with instant, personal, and complete access available via the internet, we can HEAR what’s happening around the world. we can actually hear the future of music streaming in hi-def audio.

damn, that’s exciting! are you excited about that?! you should be!

anyway, i thought i’d share with you a few songs and artists that have really excited me over the past few months. some of these have been around for quite a while and some you may not have heard about.

enjoy!

Sep 16

by working from my home office for a few hours. i love this place… it’s a happy place. i get a lot of work done here. i’m so thankful that my company is tech-forward and makes it possible for us to work from home periodically. it’s been a truly horrible week but right now – with the windows open, a mug full of coffee, the stereo going and multitasking over four screens – i have some high hopes for the weekend.

happy friday, friends.

Sep 14

two paths.

one has my feet
walking briskly forward

one has my eyes
seen through the trees

the first is good
it provides for me and mine
food in the belly
shelter overhead
work to occupy my hands
comrades to laugh with
and to share the load
as i walk

the second
is unknown
but can be seen in pieces

glimpses of growth, fulfillment, excitement
work to challenge my hands
to sharpen my mind
and comrades to sing with
and to create with
as i run

the unknown path is just that: unknown
it can’t be seen clearly
the trees obscure the view
and therein lies part of the allure
the unknown means possibilities

the known path is good
it is solid under my feet
the air is clear and i can see for miles
and therein lies its comfort
the known means security

dreams can’t be seen clearly
they can only be glimpsed
through the trees
often when our eyes are closed

this also makes it hard to see the dangers

but dreams are meant to be chased
are they not?
to be pursued and hunted and sought…

but sometimes dreams, though chased
cannot be caught
sometimes your fingers brush them
as they get away

and disappear into the trees…

and so it is that i’m left standing
breathing hard
on the known path
and i pick up where i left off
and learn how to smile and laugh again
with my comrades
as i walk

and there is only the one path left to me now
but it’s a good one
and, for as long as i am on it…

… i will enjoy this path.

Sep 06

it’s first hoodie day. and that’s usually really great. most years, my spirit can’t be dampened on first hoodie day. i celebrate it like it’s a national holiday. sadly, today i’m having to work to get my spirits up… but it’s first hoodie day and that’s good. i even have a sweet new hoodie for first hoodie day given to me by my in-laws. it’s soft and comfy and not too heavy. it’s wonderful. i love it.

but i’m very tired and very grumpy today despite it being FHD. it may be tuesday but it’s tuesday after a long weekend so it’s still monday in my little, grey cubicle. monday with all of tuesday’s work piled on top. that’s kinda sucking a lot.

it’s raining, though… and i’m ok with that.

it’s cool – almost cold – outside. i’m ok with that too.

i’m trying really hard to get and stay positive today. hoodie. rain. coffee. family. friends. music. employment. pirate flag in my cubicle.

there are things big and small to celebrate today… i just gotta remember to do so.